[Kalypso]
by David Michael Conner
When dawn spread out her finger tips of rose
fair Kalypso drew in the sacred air,
cloaked her lithe body in heavenly frocks
and set out for the seaside, where the man
Odysseus cast his mortal gaze to
his mortal wife, who ruled his heart supreme.
To this Odysseus’ captor spoke out,
and challenged the man’s immortal love:
“Love,
son of Laertes, virile Odysseus,
I confess that you have charmed immortals,
among them me, small by comparison
to grey-eyed Athena, who dominates
Olympus with heart and reason, but great
in admiration of a heart like yours,
strong and devoted to its pledge, beating
for one woman only, oblivious
to the beauty of never-ending life.
I have granted you leave, and I will aid
you in your travails, for you will encounter
dangers and troubles within and upon
the winedark seas so as to test a heart
and body as strong as even you have.
And so I beg of you, Odysseus,
to consider my position to you,
even as I were not your first lover,
even as you may love one in greater
measure, with a heart steeped in seadark wine:
I am a love to you if not the love,
and our love will grow plump like sweet-nectared
fruits of the olive tree, seasoned with sea-
water; time for me is never-ending;
for you, time will wear your body old,
and degrade your mind, if you are granted
a long life by Zeus, who smiles upon
your mortal soul—blessèd, but still mortal!”
To this, astute Odysseus observed:
“Goddess, your charms are convincing, and you
have loved me well, too well almost, for my
sake. For I nearly lost Penelope,
in my mind, but never in my heart,
and never shall I. No, never can I!
Your offerings to this humble man are
many, and his pleasures have been great, too.
But my home is not here, and never shall
be, and though complacency tempts me
to stay on your island paradise, to
taste sweet-nectared ambrosia from your pot,
like lotus, your good-natured love is bad
for my constitution, and I must hear
the call of my heart, left across the wine-
dark sea, which resides with Penelope,
Wife of Odysseus, in Ithaka.”
And though of ethereal light body,
delicate and deserving not of men,
but gods, Kalypso’s heart sagged heavily
beneath her alabaster mounded bust,
and she deceived him with her words:
“Sweet man,
you have touched me with your words. Conviction
of spirit wins out, and I cannot wish
you ill for your will. If you must love a
woman, you should love her fully, and do.
The gods smile upon you, but do not
forget as you battle tempest-tossed seas
that a goddess may choose to love
any man, but no man can choose a god.
I have loved you, and now lost you, and will
love the next man as strong as you.”
Her words
sank deep in Odysseus, just a man.
And in her eyes he witnessed betrayal
of a goddess, to herself, with her own words.